Hi Ho, Hi Ho, it's off to work he goes...

Today was hubby's first day at his new job! The little things I never really thought about before were really enjoyable today. Like packing his lunch - before, I would just pack it and set it out. Today, I took extra care while packing it, trying to make sure to pack things that might make his day go a little better.

I got an email from him after lunch. He said his day was going good, which was good to hear. It was just like old times - like life is getting back to normal.

But, with this normalcy comes guilt. Here our life is getting back to normal while others are still struggling. Hubby is now working while others are losing their jobs. We're going to get back on our feet while others are having to take jobs that may pay only half their old salary - just to get by. Others are selling prized possessions just to pay the mortgage or electric bill. I feel so deeply terrible for these men and women. With each sigh of relief I sigh, a feeling of sadness creeps in. Why us? Why are we the fortunate ones? Is our good fortune going to last?

On Sunday, the pastor at our church preached on why we should not worry or fret about finances, but trust in God. I do trust in Him. I can honestly say I have felt His presence with us during this recent struggle. For example, that first week our food bill was only $70. Also, we were able to pay our mortgage payment and get by for this past month without having to borrow money from our family. And, we didn't have to move and Hubby didn't have to take a job out of town. That way, he can be home at night to spend time with his special little guy.

My heart goes out to those who are still unemployed and those who are soon to lose their job. Like the 250 who will be let go from First Tennessee and the electrician who lost his job today. My heart also goes out to those who go to work each day worrying if they will still be employed next week, next month, or this time next year.

For now, I am thankful to be packing lunches for hubby again. I just hope he's as thankful for what I pack him.